It is hard to think that I wrote this blog less than 4 years ago. Since I last posted here I have worked for AOL, gotten married, adopted some kids, and quit my job to stay home with said kids. Now the kids, husband and I are starting to live self-sufficient/off-grid; growing our own food, using solar panels and mini wind turbines, making our own clothes, homeschooling, etc. I don't have much time to be bored anymore.

"Waaahhhh, I'm entitled to special treatment because [I'm black/I'm a woman/I'm a parent/I'm for whatever reason a special unique snowflake]" people make me fucking sick.

I'm not one to get caught up in zomg lj dramah, so I'm just going to keep my opinions to my own lj and not going to say anything to this stupidass who turns everything into a "baaaawwwwww I'm black" winefest. Even though I'm really tempted to say "Oh, I'm sorry, let me put it in a way you can understand; Me work, make $650, me buy food. Welfare queen NO work, make $650, buy clothes and drugs. and Yeah don't sit too close... the breast might bite you. Because breast do that you know.

How does she not understand that by DISCRIMINATING against people that breastfeed, she is doing the exact same thing that who DISCRIMINATE against black people do?!



Fuck it, I'm totally forgetting about this shit now because it's almost time for Pirates of the Caribbean 3.

Well, I think the interview went well. I will know for sure on Wednesday.

If I don't get this job I'm going to give up and call RGIS. Do a google search for "rgis sucks" and you'll see why I'm hesitant to do this. Years ago I worked for them briefly (like, two days or something), and quit because I got treated like crap. But now I don't give a shit anymore... and I don't remember how much I made, but I remember it was fucking sweet and I was like "wow, maybe I'll go back..." but everyone convinced me that I didn't have to deal with being treated like shit, I could find a better job (and they were wrong, so I hope they all choked on dongs). Although getting treated like shit would kind of suck, at least it wouldn't require me to interact with customers. And I'd mostly be working in the wee hours of the morning, which I'd like.

Heck now that I think about it I think I'll call them weither I get the sushi job or not... especially since the sushi job's only going to be part time...

Where most people use their japanese-ness to get cool jobs like head of an anime company, scientist, etc. I am using mine to sell food to weeaboos.

I guess it's my own fault that I keep applying at them. But I just can't help myself; Working at Japanese restaurants is good money, because (no offence guys) white people are stupid. White people will pay crazy prices for crappy sushi, and tip you crazily for bringing it to them.

I don't understand why it is that if you work at a chinese restaurant, you barely make anything... but if you just change the atmosphere a just a tiny bit, you can raise the prices a LOT - even if you are selling the exact same food.


I bring this up because I have an interview at a sushi place on Monday that looks pretty promising. Quite honestly I'd rather be doing some sort of labor work... Something where I have to go outside and lift things and get sweaty, or something in a factory. Because to be quite honest I'm tired of sitting at a computer all day, and I wish I had a job that made me get off my ass and required more work than talking to people (and preferably included as little talking to people as possible). But I guess employers look at my history of japanese restaurant, office, and computer work, and my small asian-ness, and figgure I'm just not suited to it. Anonymous once said it's because they're afraid I'm going to out-math everyone.

Well, whatever, right now I just need ANY job, so I'm hoping the interview goes as well as I think it will go. There are some good things about it... it's in a place where minimum wage is $1 more than the places I have been working, and it's closed on weekends so I'd be off, and it's in an area that has a zillion more things to do than my neighborhood... so **crosses fingers**

I totally forgot that my bank changed shit and now I have to put money in my account one business day before it's going to come out (due to paypal purchase, check, or whatever). I use to be able to put it in the day it came out, but now if I do that I get overdrawn. I didn't know they raised their overdraft fee from $30 to $65, and now charge $5 a day until you pay it.

Which is why I now have to go pay all my money to the bank instead of going to ACEN.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuck

I so wanted to see High and Mighty Color :(

I had a feeling something was going to happen to keep me from going to it... But this is nobody's fault but my own for being stupid and not going to put the money in the bank well in advance.


siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

Oh well.

Well I did manage to see Spiderman 3 at the imax... after, of course, hearing ALL about it thanks to the internet and talk radio. >:|

But I thought it was awesome, screw what everyone else thinks. So everyone cries... what's wrong with people having emotions? So Peter gets emo... that's what happens when young nerds get pissed at the world.


The other day I saw a childhood friend of mine (you know, the type of person you don't realy have much in common with but who is your best friend because they live down the street) who is younger than me who is getting MARRIED next year. That + seeing Peter & MJ made me think "Maaaan... I should find someone..."

But when I really think about it I don't really want to put in the time and effort it takes to start up a relationship... I'd rather just watch anime and play video games.

Speaking of which, Gundam Online suddenly stopped working and is giving me some error I can't read every time I logon. I also want to play the Sims 2 (in b4 fag), but it + all expansion packs is going to take another 49 hours to download.

I may go to ACEN this Fri - Sunday. I have nothing to wear though, because I thought I wasn't going to be able to go... and now I don't really have time to whip up any cosplay, except maybe a half-assed L (and I'd have to borrow some clothes from my brother for that even...).

I know, my life is so hard right?

I wanted to see Spiderman 3 at the imax, but since my car isn't running, the bus doesn't go out there and I don't have any friends, I figured tough shit. Untill my mom - knowing I really, REALLY want to go - offered to give me a ride at midnight.

So I got all excited, and have been looking forward to it for the past week. Finally the night came and I got ready to go... BUT then at 11:15 she said she "didn't feel like getting up". FUCKING LAZY BITCH.

So instead of seeing Spiderman 3 at the imax I am once again sitting at home not doing a god damn thing and being bored. Sure I could just download it, but that's not the point... I got all excited thinking I was going to see it at the fucking imax! Anything less than imax is going to be disappointing now.

Just wait Mom, soon you'll be too old to drive and I'll offer you a ride to go play bingo or whatever old people get excited about, and then not feel like getting up at the last minute.

http://www.digg.com/tech_news/CNET_s_guide_to_keeping_your_kids_safe_online

I can't believe people are digging up the comment "umm no chatrooms, myspace and youre good to go parents...otherwise you're screwed and so will your 14 yr old daughter" (and yet digging down the "teach and parent your kids" comments).

A 14 year old is not a child. And if we don't let 14 year olds use chatrooms or myspace, should 14 year olds also be prevented from using a phone or talking to people in person, because these are other ways someone who wants to screw them may communicate with them?

Oh wait I know, all we have to do is keep everyone locked in a room with no windows and no forms of communication whatsoever until the day they turn 18, then they'll be totaly protected from "pedophiles"!

Siiiigh. It just pisses me off that people want to keep their "kids" "safe" by blocking them from certain things instead of teaching them how to use them safely.

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I went and applied at a gas station today, and I had to take a math test to do it, which I aced... hopefully I'll get this job... or any job... so that I can have SOMETHING to do.

My epassporte card came today... lots of people were complaining it never came or took forever to come so I was glad it came. That was the highlight of my day, how sad is that >.< But yeah now I can just go to the atm and grab the money I make online, instead of waiting for checks and shit...

So yeah I'm just about to pass out from boredom as usual right now... and tomoro looks to be even more boring

Have you ever been so bored that you just want to punch someone? That's how I feel. That's how I have been feeling, every single fucking day. I'm going insane. I feel trapped in my house because there is nowhere to fucking go. There's nothing to do.

Everything gets boring when it's all you have to do all day. Reading, anime, games, drawing, fapping. I'm tired of it. I want something new to do.
But there is nothing.
SO.
FUCKING.
 BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD